On Monday evening, we watched the next couple of segments of the Seven Deadly sins. Anger was the first one of the night, with the corresponding heavenly virtue of forgiveness. I find I am struggling with this. There is something that happened almost two years ago. In my heart, I truly thought I had forgiven the other person involved. I thought I had moved past it.
I was wrong.
Something happened last weekend, again. My feelings are hurt. I am frustrated and angry. The worst part is, I am not just upset about this weekend. Everything from two years ago is now sitting as a hard, hot knot firmly ensconced in the pit of my stomach. It is wreaking havoc on my life.
I am supposed to be forgiving as God has forgiven me. I just wish the "how" of that was more clearly explained. I don't know where to begin.
My First Latin Mass
5 years ago
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